Tuesday, October 17, 2006

flop flop!

ummm yah bad blogger...i made it back
from toronto!! ohhhhhh sooo nice to finally
meet amberley and stacy IN PERSON!!
yah...did isay IN PERSON??? it was like
we always hung out lol...in a way we do!
we actaully got some scrapping done!
how cool was that tho to SCRAP with them
like that!!maybe someday next year
we can have a good day of scrapping just
the three of us ....some good tunes...beers...
yada....rock out the funk pages big time!

the crop was pretty cool too! i got a lil davis
bag for being the one that traveled the
farthest to get there...that was cool...
"leave me alone i'm scrappin" it says on it.
great vendors there too! the food was
wicked...dont even start me on the coleslaw!!
WICKED! the hosts were absoulutly amazing!
and funny!oh and and!! i saw the freakiest
thing ever!!!! they thought i was wacked but
we really dont have them out here..but i got
to see my first ever BLACK SQUIREL!!
like wow!! cute cute!!! yes i got a pic but not
the best one i wanted tho...ah well.

i have yet to scan in the pages i did..ekk..
slacker..i just feel so beat and worn out.

the kids are all good...kys gettin his school
pics done today!! awwwwwww...can't wait
to see how they turned out!!! they had fun
at nanas and aunt ems while i was away too.
i think they were as excited for me to
go see am and stacy as i was! lol...seriously!

ill post pages later on...heres a few pics i got tho!



Tuesday, October 10, 2006

TORONTO HERE I COME!!

YAH BABY!! you heard right! yeah me!

i'm soooo excited!!!! in 2 more sleeps
i start my adventure out to TORONTO!
i am *FINALLY* getting to go hook up
with my best girls amberley and stacy!!!
*gasp* can you believe it?!?!? after these
few years we are able to met in person!!
there is a big crop in toronto on saturday!
woohoo!! i don't really expect to get much
of any scrapping done hangin out with
those crazy birds! lol...i am sure it will be
a blast!

life has me pretty busy right now with this
or that so i haven't really been posting..eek!
ladkfjlkfjklsdj yup..excited! i can't wait to
get some pics of us!! *the girls*so when i get
back i will have to post some pics!!


i have been playin around at my desk lately..
not a lot or crazy over the top but it's something!









i'm out!
~laurie

Friday, September 29, 2006

TGIF

ahhh friday again...whats on for this weekend?
i got a busy day gettin some things sorted around
here so i'm free to enjoy it...

looks like i got taged again ....this tag is from stacy...

List 5 weird things about yourself or your pets.Tag 5 friends and list them. Then, those people need to write on their blogs about 5 weird things, and state the rules, and tag 5 more people.

1. i can crack A LOT of different joints in my body including my neck-yack i know! lol

2. i get excited come winter time to "hybernate" and keep warm and watch tv/scrap etc.

3. hmmm...stacy thinks its weird i don't like halloween much i suppose lol

4. dang...i dont think theres many weird things about me?

5. really tho...help me out here! what is so weird about me lol...

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

i've been tagged!

ahh that chick stacy tagged me:

"List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether or not they have words, or even if they’re not any good, but they must be songs you’re really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal/blog along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they’re listening to."

so here are mine:
1. "call me when your sober" by evanescence
2. "man eater" by nelly furtado
3. "sexyback" by amberleys boyfriend
4. "creep" by radiohead
5. "come on closer" by JEM
6. "lips of an angel" by hinder
7. "throw it all away" by toby rand (rockstar supernova)

hump day!

happy humps today!
today is ky' first field trip. they
are going to pick apples today!
wish i could get some pics but
ah well.

kids are gettin over the snuffles
around here. i haven't scrapped
in awhile these days. i know i suck!
lol...

not much to random about that i
don't want the world to know ;-)
~laurie

Sunday, September 24, 2006

life

life...that's it just life...
i have been busy with life.
school is going good for ky.
emmas still missin him a lot.
had a great week this past!
got some shit settled up and
did some shopping for my own
butt for once! so much fun!!
it's all good..mama is doing good!
~laurie

Sunday, September 17, 2006

dang sickies!

hey peeps! *whoever reads this junk*
i am alive! i have been a bad blogger!
this week has been kinda yackish around
here. we are all sick with head colds...today i
feel pretty good.

it's been a slow sick weekend around here..
today is nice and the kids are gone for the day.
i really should scrap something but still feel
rather sluggish. hmmm...we shall see! i am so
behind in all the challenges crud! *bad*

i think this week we start gettin homework
for ky to do. oh i got a free find of 2 school
desks for the kids...they are the ones with the
attached chair! cool..

a new week starts tomorrow! maybe i'll behave
and blog more! ;P
~laurie

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

happy hump day!

ahhh mid week is here already!
what a show last night for BB7.
i wish it was longer tho! yeah for
boogie! (hes a goob yes but him
and will were entertaining to watch
this year lol)

now to find out who wins ROCKSTAR
tonight!!

yikes...draggin my heels again today!
why can't i seem to wake up in the mornings
lately? argh..maybe watch some toones
and chill then see if i can "getater" .....

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

BB7 FINALE TONIGHT!!

WOOHOO!!! tonight is the finale!!
not sure if you peeps have been
checkin that spoiler blog out but
boy let me tell you!! it really shows
the real colors of SOME of these
freaks in the house! i have no
respect to erika the way she has
been acting..she is all trash and
no trailer in my book lol.. that sounds
sooo mean but man ya gotta see all
these clips on youtube.com. shes
wacked! check out the clip at the
end of my blog...not sure why i
have that big space above
it but ah well...play it...

can't wait for tonights show!!
i sooo hope boogie wins now!!
~laurie

Monday, September 11, 2006

never forget

another monday peeps.
not just any monday.
it's been 5 years already.
thinking of all the families that were
affected by the 911.
thank you heros.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

ahhh weekend is over!

ahhhh...its been a weekend here!
the kids went camping with their
dad.. all went good and they had
fun. yeah.

i drank my face off friday night.
had fun! saturday was kinda
half hung over. yikes. got one
page done..totally wanted to
scrap way more! ah well.

crappy bb7 isn't on tonight...
totally addicted to the spoiler
blog tho! tonight i think i'm
gonna just chill out and watch
tv maybe.

ohhhhh...i did get a sweet sweet
gift friday in the mail tho!! BIG
THANK YOU to you know who
ya are! apparently i needed a new
monitor! so now i'm stuck using
this 19" LCD ...*sarcastic as all get
out* lol..it is soo sick and what a
difference with space! LOVE LOVE
LOVE IT!!!! thanks! ;-)

ahh monday tomorrow and back
to school again. house is all in order
and maybe i can get some
scrap time in this week better.
~laurie

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

school pics part 2

argh..blogger is being a boob!
here are more pics...




yes emma is really huggin kyle goodbye..the bus just pulled up.
lol....she was holding his lunch bag and she was yellin for him.."KYOLLL"
LOL...tryin to get his attention to get his lunch from her..

and they get on the bus...they even got to sit in the same seat together!
check out nana..she got right up on the step too eh! lol...precious morning!

kyles first day of school!

GASP! wow what a morning! ky has had so many
firsts in his life but today was totally different!!
i am soooo proud of my boy! he is the best! aww..
we had a great morning getting ready. got tons of
pics and video! we followed the bus to the school
and got to watch them put their sneakers on and
taken to their classroom. (madison and kyle)
i can't wait to hear about his day tho!! i am looking
forward to that!

i am doing good. i haven't cried...emmas just mopin
around all sad tho. i am kinda lost too. this is such a
big change! wow! he's ready and i am sure it will all
be good.

here are some pics i got of them....how cute are they!


Tuesday, September 05, 2006

sup?

here is a page i did for a challenge thing i'm doing.
we had to use chipboard,stamping and hand journaling.


BB7 chops

holy crap...k i don't normally do spoilers but
sunday night i had BB7 on but never really
got to listen good to it. so i went off the deep
end and lost my mind and decided to go to a
spoiler blog...k so now it has become my
homepage i'm addicted...refreshing it waiting
for more tid bits!!! *gone wack*lol...
oh and theres thousands of clips ya can watch on


youtube as well! if you want spoilers click here!!


if not then don't go there so be warned lol..
here are some funny pics someone has been makin..


Monday, September 04, 2006

AHHH...it's monday!

ahhh how was everyones weekend?
mine was pretty good..busy! i got lots
of yard work done again and some things
put away for winter...weeded..sprayed
the driveway down etc etc...not sure if
i will ever get the veranda and sunporch
painted or what! hope so!

i had lots of company coming and goin
over the weekend. i learned im quiet the
makeup artist as well. i did 2 of my friends
make up and one of them i did her hair.
i don't usually do that. it was fun tho! thier
face was my canvas and i made master pieces
lol...it was late and crazy when they left and
i never did get pics!!!! grrrrrr...

yikes! 2 more sleeps and my boy is gonna
be off to school!!!! helloooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
melissa and i are gonna follow the school bus
to school the first day lol...her girl madison
is best friends with ky and they are in the
same class! i have to label all his stuff and
make him a student ID for his backpack.
i'm happy and sad at the same time. *sigh*

i never did get back to my last page i started
the other night! i miss it..it was a crazy week
and life got in the way for a bit. soon enough!
~laurie

Friday, September 01, 2006

revamping here

yikes..so i changed over to beta blogger thingy...
bare with me as i get things in order how i like it
again peeps!
~laurie

Monday, August 28, 2006

molly maid monday

ahhh a new week!!
i have so much junk today!
rainy today too - yack!
today i will be molly maid and
go through my house good.
good molly!

yes i best get on it!
i wanna play later!! lots of
challenges to do!

heres some tiddies i forgot to load
the blue bird i did couple weeks ago...
it's the bluebird of happiness...i used
watercolors,oil pastels and acrylics.

it's on a 5 by 9 canvas frame...






















friday night stac and i had a few drinks and
wanted to do something different so we said
lets just make something..can be a page or
whatever...heres what i did. i seen somewhere
long ago of a cake in PP layers and thought hey
maybe i'll try that...

Sunday, August 27, 2006

girls night out

*flop flop flop*
ah what a blast i had last night! my friend
melissa and i went out last night to the pub
and then on to the bar. i hadn't gone out like
that in probly 3 years!!! it was so much fun..
i needed a good night out to just let loose like
that! i'm slightly hung over today tho but it
was worth it lol...

it's been a great weekend all around really...
tomorrow i gotta get some house junk done
tho! yikes!

i was reading a post on a site of peeps fave
songs...and this song i have up for video
("juicy" by Better than Ezra) was a girls
fave and i had to check it out and now i must
say i'm hooked lol it is soo catchy and the video
is just too funny! i love that woman leading the
dance..she cracks me right up! NOTE: and no
girls this is NOT how i was dancin last night lol...
you know who i'm talkin too! ;-P

oh and i have another woman that wants me to
shoot her sons grad pics too! yeah! this is gonna
be fun!

well off to end the day here ....can't wait to settle
in for BB7 tonight!
~laurie

Friday, August 25, 2006

TGIF

....k im feelin this is gonna be another day that
is gonna just zip by again! had another morning
visit from my sister..nice.

i was talking to a woman this morning that wants
me to do a photo shoot for her son that is graduating!
yeah! i've never done like this before so i'm pretty
excited! ;-)

guess i better start my day around here and clean
up and get these lovely folded piles of laundry put
away! have a great weekend peeps!
~laurie

Thursday, August 24, 2006

busy busy!

today has been busy!!
between laundry and company and kids...
i did manage to have some alone time tho
and got another page done! i love this goofy
look on emmas face!! shes a ham i tell ya!

yeah! BB7 and GREYS tonight! blah blah...i'm off
to the park to play! think i'll even take the kids!
~laurie

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

another challenge

here is my #2 challenge today ....
we had to use:
paint
ribbon
flowers

it's my friend joe...miss this $%&!ER!!
i got that martini stamp awhile ago and
finally got a good chance to use it! isn't it
just sick?? lol...

challenge i did today

ahhhh looks like some peeps are scrappin again!
woohoo!! come on chickas!

here is a page i did in this new challenge thing i'm in!
the challenge was to:
use more than 5 eyelets
use a least 5 ribbons
use paint

here is my take on it...

happy hump part 2

...had some tech issues on last post
so here is what i was saying...

.....so yah i scrapped yesturday!! yeah! i did a
couple pages...the first is of my scrap clock i keep
on my desk..my sister got it for me for christmas
last year and i love love it! it is such a paper clock!
reminds me of paper lol...


this next page i did for stacys contest
on her blog..check it out...its on her
AUG 18TH POST...
http://ubergoober333.blogspot.com/

i went with color,swirls and some paint...so
much fun!!

happy hump day!!

ahhh another day for humpin!
so what's on the agenda today peeps?
my list is:
*finish coffee and bloggin
*do a quick sweep of floors
*tidy kitchen
*put laundry away
*get laundry soap
*scrap!

thats about it! i could be doing some extras but
why? it will be there when i'm good and ready!
and today i'm not! lol...i wanna scrap! i did a couple
pages and it felt good to be scrapping again!! i really
want to try to scrap SOMETHING everyday again
like i used too!
~stay tuned for part 2~

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

freaky tuesday!

mornin peeps! k why is that i woke today and
completely whole heartedly wanted to really
get my laundry caught up and to go and find
i have enough soap for ONE dang load left!
oh crud! what a pisser! least it's all sorted....
that is just freaky...

so i sit and drink my coffee thinking how it
would be nice if the floors would just be done...
better do that today too!

ahhh the sun...why is it it makes you happy?
like really why is that? it is so crazy how the
weather plays a big role on peeps moods eh?!
so with that yes my sun is back today! yeah!

ds;lfjasdfsdfjdsk who watched prison break
last night???? ohhh it is such a wicked show!!
i mean really!! i really hope am don't get her
panties in a knot this season because mike
and i are seeing each other. it's kinda sad
really she really believes her and mike are
married! wonder if she's just on glue?

another great night for tv....BB7 and ROCKSTAR!!
ohhh dilana is the bomb peeps!! love love her!!!
she kicks! tonight they are showing last nights
house show first. i hope dilana takes it....check her out!



check her out! this is the song ALIVE she did
with SUPERNOVA! i love it!!
http://www.bolt.com/LLM/audio/2023134?cn=STREAM_LLM_audio_large_PAGE1

Monday, August 21, 2006

BAD BAD LAURIE!

yikes!! i have been a bad blogger too! now that camp is
over things will slow down again and i can try to get back
to posting agian...

yeah it's MONDAY!! today it is nothing but rain! so it is
an indoor day around here! i think instead of sayin "i gotta do that"
today i WILL do that!! and "that" is revamping my scrap desk!
crud it hasn't had any organization really since i first set up after
the move..and yas know what that is like...and now with all these
paints and junk i need to actually set things up a bit different.
*shudder* i actually have LAUNDRY folded on my desk!!! and those
that know me know i'm martha when it comes to my desk! lol...ah
well...i'll fix it!

happy monday peeps!
~laurie

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KY!

aww my babe is 5 today!!! wow!!! 5 years!!! GASP!
really how did he grow so fast?
didn't i just have him?
he had a great day today! he and emma and their
friend madison were together all day! auntie em
took us all out to mcdonalds and rented a movie *racing stripes*...
madisons mom then took them too the splash pad park for awhile.
saturday is his party at the park with pizzas,DQ cake and junk..yeah!

happy birthday my little man!! *hugs and kisses*
~laurie

Saturday, August 12, 2006

random thoughts

...mmm good tims!
...wish it wasn't so chilly today
...wasn't i just sayin i'm likin the weather?
...sooooooo glad i checked the curtains ...yeah they are 2 separate pieces! hated those toppers!!
...hmmm....what to do tonight? movies and my blankie or chill with friends?
...wish i could hug a man!
...k maybe more than a hug lol
...crud when are those library books due?
...where IS nana?
...so glad he made it home safe
...nice to talk to my bud joe last night!
...need to revamp my desk again..yack!
...hope stacy likes my christmas tree up nice and early
...i think she is jealous i got mine up first
...she can kiss my plug in fireplace on the hot light bulb for all i care!!
...krickets are out today hardcore
...i'm being lazy today
...k..and loving it! lol
...should probly pack up the kids to ship up the hill huh
...yah ..apparently i need to do that NOW.
~laurie

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

hump hump!

k i really did start this post this morning until i got side tracked and had to go
out! lol...
so yesturday we went to the animal farm agian...fun fun! the kids all love it there!
it's rather sad as the couple that runs this place are getting old and can't really
do it anymore so they are closing it. sad eh? so that was our unexpected day trip yesturday.


today has zipped by as well! where is the time going...crud i haven't even got to get back
to scraping the veranda in the last 2 days! yikes! ah well it's not going anywhere! lol

i got this pic yesturday of my sister - i totally love love it! i put the urbanacid action on it in PS and
love the result! i threw it into a digi page for her cause i couldn't wait to scrap it! it's nothing fancy but
cute for now.
*elements are by jessica bolton,tracey lee and Jcrowley*
~laurie

Monday, August 07, 2006

ahhhh it's monday!

oh how i love mondays! freash start to a new week!
what will i do this week? hmmm...it's been great weather
with no humidity so i have been getting some scraping done
to the veranda. yikes what a job that is..it's fun tho i really
don't mind scraping..i just want to have it done NOW lol
we still have family visiting this week so i'm sure there are
more kid days of playin too!

this weekend was rather slow...it was nice tho...had a busy week
and it was nice to have a slow weekend. i did some yard junk tho
and its lookin good. k just don't look at the flower bed yet lol.

well it looks as tho ky wants to have his party at the park. thats cool
with me. we can do pizza and a DQ ice cream cake. mmmm that
does sound good...no mess here and they can play at the park and
the splash pad. wow my baby is gonna be 5!!! gasp!
we have a concert that night here in town as well...CCR and a couple
other bands are coming.

HAPPY MONDAY EVERYONE!
~laurie

Friday, August 04, 2006

fun fun!

wow talk about a busy week! lots of fun events around here!
i ended up takin the kids to the fair tuesday night! they had
a blast! ok so i had a blast too!! i got on that FREAK OUT ride!
man that was a trip and a half! loved it!! i even dared to take
video as i was on it- course its all spining clips and me screaming
like a little school girl! lol

wednesday we went down to the lake and played their all day!
went out on the boat and lounged around in a big island party floaty
gig...i got a "little" sun burnt ...yikes...bad me! we had a nice big
BBQ there as well...my brother and family are up and it was nice
havin the family together with all the kids playin.

yesturday emma and i hung out with mom for the afternoon and
we all went down to my sisters for another big family BBQ! mmm
it was all good! emma got to go spend the night at nanas after...ky came
back home with me from stayin with em. they have had a busy week!

and now its back to another TGIF .....tomorrow the kids are going to nanas
for the night tenting again. ahhh what to do with myself....hmm... definitly
in need of some yard work! yack...i really do need to do that flower bed i've
been whining about...it's just been soooo dang hot this summer i haven't
felt like sweatin like a pig and being in the heat..wahhaaa i know! lol...
maybe i can tackle some challenges i made.....hmm....need a good scrappy
drunk that's for sure! ;-)

hope you all have a great weekend too! some of you i'm sure i will see
around~~
~laurie

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

half over....

wow! where has the summer gone? it's been a hot one for sure this year!
i am actually now looking forward to fall...no humidity and that crisp
air ..mmm....the change over for a winter hybernation..i swear i am a
bear in the winter lol...really tho...everyone is so busy in the summer
and i am really missing all the girls on here and scrappin together nightly!
it is soooo hard to get back in! you know what...i so need a flippin tape runner!
that's half my problem....right now im down to those dang double sided
squares....i mean really who wants to sit and pick those things off..it slows
me down and i hate it! ...k there is my vent! lol..ahhh

old home week....our yearly gig here....the cambell amusements come and have
the rides and junk....the exibitions etc...tomorrow is bracelet day and i want
to take the kids up.i'm a ride freak myself!! our main park is right accross the
road too with the water splash pad gig....so they will have lots of fun!!

~laurie

Thursday, July 27, 2006

PRISON BREAK

LAJDFASDFJSDFJSA woohooo!!!! i'm soooo excited!!
our boy mike is back august 21st with season 2 of PRISON BREAK!
*pulse* so yah we get to see how it goes on the escape and junk!

awwww.....so the kids were over to madisons playing...they came
back here and played for awhile....it was time for mine to come
in and get ready for bed....and madison is like "ok can you walk
me home then kyle?" ...awwww lol...so hes like to me all macho.."k i'm
gonna walk madison home and be right back k mom?" im like "sure
go ahead...come right back" .......so i had to go grab the camera...
they were holding hands of course walkin over....i didnt get good
shots tho but it was too dang cute! emma was upset she couldnt go
but i told her it was late and its nice when the boy can walk the girl
home to make sure she gets home safe. i gotta get some pics of them.
this is his first ever real friend that actually lives a couple doors away
type thing...well they are all friends but ky and her will be starting
school and in the same class even soon.

a;sldfjasdfdsfdjsdk so i got my package from my sweet sweet friend!
got a pad of REAL watercolor paper!! wicked! and lots of awsome
brushes and some good paint! yeah! what a sweetie! thanks hon - ya
know who ya are! ;-)

ahhhhh can't wait to see how BB plays out tonight!! and there is 2 eps
of greys on too - yeah!! time to chill for a bit and muck around
then watch my shows!
later peeps!
~laurie

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

this and that

hey peeps! slap me silly please! bad blogger i am not posting
daily! mara see your rubbin off dear! lol...

so i have been kinda under the weather the last couple days. today
i woke much better tho. must been a 24 hour flu thing. like really i don't
have time to be sick! *rollin eyes*

mmm lets see..oh my baby girl is now in her big girl bed!! yeah!
(not sure if i posted that) she's doing great..of course she IS my
girl! still doing great on the using the flush as well. i'm so very
proud!

ky...he is growing like a weed man! he has matured even in the last
few months a ton. he is soooo excited to start school! there is a
girl next door that will be in his class..her name is madison..she
is a cutie let me tell ya! so they can go to school together. GASP!!
where DOES the time go????!?!?!

so papa brought me some painting books last night!! he has a big
stash and is letting me use them to study and learn more on
watercolors and oils etc....i'm PUMPED!!! i also have a surprise RAK
coming from a dear friend that has some painting junk in it and
i'm dyin to know what it is!!! it could be here today! *dizzy with the
rush* can't wait to play!

today i have been busy scraping paint off the veranda...workin on it ALL
morning! still got lots to do tho...it needs some freash paint. i need to
do the sunporch as well and fix the window and all that junk. course
the flower bed is still yelling at me for attention as well! wonder if
chris daughtry is up for hire...hey he COULD sing to me while we worked!
lol...course his wife may not like that...besides i couldn't pay him good lol..
well i "could" but she probly wouldn't go for THAT either! lol...bad girl!

;saldkfjsldflsdafklsfjkldjasdjf now that's what i'm talkin about! big brother
was wicked last night!!! and will's speach!! lol BRUTAL!! it's nice to see
some heat on there!! it was kinda laggin!! lets play the game peeps!!
and rockstar...ok i could just go on and on bout dave narravo but then
i would bore some lol...dang he is hot!!! i swear he undresses me with
those eyes lol....no really great show too...yah jill's grinding was a bit much
on ole gilby lol...at first it was ok but then it got trashy....

anyha i must get back to work ....the kids are off with nana so i'm takin advantage
of time on this project.
~laurie

Sunday, July 23, 2006

no fear

oh have i been havin fun with these water colors!
really i reccomend gettin some to play around with!
i was playin around last night and thought hmmm lets
try a portrait. ive never done a portrait before so i
basically just used this pic for a guideline of myself.
well as i was doin it at one point i thought it looked more
like my sister than me! not so much now that i have it done
tho...i cheated and got lazy to fix my right eye so i just
did my hair down over the eye lol...

the back ground is 2 colored washes blended together and
sprinkled with salt and dried and scraped off. my journalling
was too long for the space so i made a pocket from vellum *gasp*
you all remember what vellum is right? lol..yah so i kept it simple
and cut,stapled and inked and added the paisley rub.

the journalling is right from the ole heart ....i actually wrote
this july 11th....i had planned on putting it in my journal but
thought tonight ahhh lets do it on this page i guess. since then i
have started letting it go...but i do still have some fears but don't
we all. such is life eh?

it reads:

fear.thats what i have.
stupid fear!but why?
who really cares?
these are my fears.let it go.let it out.
i'm scared of getting hurt.
i'm scared of the unknown.
i'm scared i will fail.

it's ok. I know my heart and soul.why be scared?
just be. I say it lots. just be.fear. what a thing.
it can fuck you up.

why can't i seem to focus? am i really that numb?
why am i affraid to REALLY feel? it's fear.damn fear.
i hate feeling like this. it coversmy heart and soul.
so not fair. let it go. let it out.i don't want to hurt anymore.
i just want to love and be loved.to be happy. thats all.
it's not hard. i have it in me. i do feel deep. i am deep.
but so scared to open up. be the flower.open up and shine.
who really cares?

how many times will i pick myself up and dust myself off?
i am strong with fear in me. let it go. let it out.
fear will not win with me. it has me by the ass right now, but not forever.
this is where i am.
in fear. adjusting in fear. let it go laurie. let it go.

Laurie ;-)


Thursday, July 20, 2006

salt....not just for fries!

oh what a great day! it was sunny and beautiful
and i got to shop for some junk! got me some
goodie goodie...found some watercolor paints at wallies!
course ya know they didnt stay in the package long!! no no..
mama HAD to crack them babies open ASAP and play!!!
ohhh so excited! course now i need some new water color
brushes...ah well..for now ill use the ones i have.

so i found a cool technique with the wet wash.....ADD SALT!!
and let it dry up like....then brush it off...check out the effect
on the blue paint and some of the flower petals! neat huh?
usin up some old stash...crap the only PP is the scenic route
corner...love this pic of my princess....that face.....

got some pics printed finally today! so maybe now i can
actaully get back to some good ole scrappy drunks peeps!
who's with me? bring it on girlies...anyone feel free to post
a challenge as well on the msg board at the bottom...
RAK or whatever yas want i don't care....lets just scrap
already! enough summer junk gettin in the way all the time lol...

~~~ i just knew too much~~~
~~~does that make me crazy?~~~~
~~~does that make me crazy?~~

love that song lol...

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

happy hump day!!

aahhh another hump day! so what are you doing on this hump of
the week? today we are taking the kids to the animal farm. it would
be like our "zoo" i guess you could say for around my area lol....it
has lots of cool animals tho...i'll get lots of pics i'm sure! hopin the
bears are still there too! the kids are excited - ok i am too lol..

so whatchas think of this little msg board deal at the bottom here?
feel free to post a msg there or even some challenges girlies! that would
be fun too eh...i'll be gettin some pics printed tomorrow - yeah! and
i wanna be back to scrappin man! like really!! enough already! lol..

later peeps.....animal pics comin soon! hehee..oh whateve i'm a big
kid! ;-)
~laurie

Sunday, July 16, 2006

back east

well i am now back home on the east side peeps! amazing trip...
much needed for sure!

it was sooo great to hold my babes again let me tell ya! they were tired
and have had naps....course ky is still crashed hard on the couch...lettin
him sleep to catch up on lost sleep im sure lol...

so it's back to the regular routine again and hope to get back to some
scrap junk!! it's been way too long! got tons of pics i NEED to scrap!

i got some cute pics of emma and i tho while he has been sleeping..she is
such a little peach i tell ya! her voice is seriously that of an angel. ok to my
ears it is lol...here we are ...my little princess...
~Laurie

Friday, July 14, 2006

random thoughts

.....hmmmm
.....today is my last day here.... wahhhaa
.....so miss the kids tho...
.....can't wait to hold them
.....got sooo much junk to do when i get home
....and im off again...
later peeps!
laurie

Thursday, July 13, 2006

IT DOESN'T SUCK!!


hey peeps!! i finally got some pics resized today for my blog!
here are some pics from last week in BC...loved it!

these next ones were taken on top of a mountain at 7700 feet...incredible!! we had dinner in the red roofed resturant..amazing!

this is the mountain peek we hiked along......in my flops cause i'm a dork like that




the bear sign....yes
the grizzly bear named BOO did ecaped just days before we were there...awww....

check out this lake!! this is called EMERALD LAKE ....hense the green water...we canoed across it ...was wicked! lol...course it was a RENTED canoe! GASP! like really?!!? who rents canoes lol...back home you either have one or know someone who does that you canoe...but to pay money??? k sure. lol

its been an amazing journey here i tell ya. lots and lots of great memories for sure!
so now to scrap all these great landscape pics!!! lol yikes on me! lol

Thursday, July 06, 2006

the great west!

WOW!!! AND MORE WOW! seriously can't even describe
what it is like here!! we just got back from BC and it is AMAZING!
this small town called Golden...wow! nestled in the rockies!
i'll post more when i'm not so beat but holy wow the rockies kick
ass!! and i was even canoing on GREEN water!!!! green i tell ya!!
(from the glaciers)....totally wicked...got some pics...even did a little
hike in my flops on top of some mountain! crazy! lol

i am all safe and sound peeps! no worries! so meant to post on here
sooner but ah ya know.... lol...sorry!
~laurie