it's funny how...

my personal life has been changed upside down and now the same with
my net world to some degree. odd. but its change and apparently i have
so many new changes whats another one lol....

well still nothing on a place to live...i do have a call to make....should do that now.
would be nice to get into that place.

yack heartburn...like really do i really NEED to have this right now?

down time..emmas crashed and kys doin popcorn and a movie...
yah im gonna call her now...later peeps!
~laurie

~random thoughts~

....why do i have this urge to skip already?
....new week new junk
....really should get a skippin rope
....feel like dancing
....mmm looks like im doing BBQ again tonight -yeah!
....could her face BE any dirtier????
....emma is sooo like her mother - little monkey in the trees
....so need my USB cable to transfer pics!
....canadian idol tonight!
....wonder if mom has a skipping rope?
~laurie

i'm moved

oh peeps its been soooo long since i've posted!! argh...
i have moved as some know and made it back to my
hometown safe and sound....the kids are going very well and
so am i! we are stayin at my moms for now and i'm looking
for the right apartment for us. i've seen 2 but no luck yet.
college kids will be out soon and there will be more available i'm sure!

it is so nice to relax now and not stress over past stresses...i do have
some new ones but i will get through it i'm sure!

i have been pamering myself as well...i did a nice pedi yesturday and
painted my toes RED!! and they are HAWT HAWT!!! added silver flower
decals to my big toes and its sooo RAD as my girl mara would say lol...
at first my sister was like...umm hhmmm so 80's but now she wants to do hers
this color lol...

i so need to dump the pics ive been takin!! yikes! i should hual my crop bag out and do
my mom a birtday card soon...sweet 50 on the 28th! yikes! i remember when
she was only 26 years old!

today is gorgeous! we have been outside ALL DAY in the yard and deck...kids have
been havin squrit bottle fights etc...building a camp with the wood left from fencing. fun fun!
we are bout to eat then hit the park! yeah!

hope everyone is doing well and all that junk!
~laurie

life changes

so much has changed and will be in my life! i have made one
of the biggest decissions in my life last week! i have finally
come to grips with my marriage and really need to make
changes. i have decided that it's time i leave my hubby as it
is really for the best. i think deep down in himself he agrees
or is some what relieved. we are handling this as well as we can.
the kids and i are moving back to NB on Friday. this is right
and i feel good on it. time to focus on myself for once instead
of everyone else around me. i am strong. i will survive.

my scrappin has in turn been put on the back burner for now
peeps! once i am settled in new place etc ill be back at it
hardcore. you just don't know what you will see from me
with everything in my head so brace yourselves lol...

a;lsdfjsld;kfjdsklfj and how bout prison break last night!!!!
crazy!!!!! and its comin back in the fall!!!! yeah!!!!! sooooo
excited bout that...i think i did a dance even! lol...

anyha i must get back to packing! almost done!
~laurie

life laws

so i finally started Dr. Phils book LIFE STRATERGIES....
yummm yah..apparently i should have really read it
3 years ago when i bought it for myself for chirstmas!
well better late then never huh! time to take control on my life
peeps...need to make some life changes.

so im thinkin to have a yard sale and also declutter my house!..
rid stuff i really dont "need"....task it will be...id like to stack stuff
in the kitchen for it and its all together to price ...course thats
a can of worms with the kids too. ill have to figure something out!
yack..

well i better shake it off and scrap tonight..i am soooo in need to
print pics its not even funny. well i do have pics but not inspired
with them. so what do i do? pull out the ads in OPRAH mags lol...
here is a page i did last night. its just something i have always
believed and wanted my kids to know one of my things i hold true
to me.
~laurie

i'm suck a slacker!

yikes! i havent been posting! i've got so much junk goin on i guess
i haven't felt like posting. been in a deep soul search ya could say!
why can't life just be easy for once? i mean really! is it THAT hard?
speakin of! where the hell IS that easy button?....

on another note....PRISON BREAK is on tonight! soooo can't wait
to see what happens already!!!! so sad it's gonna be over tho!! like
come on peeps this show rocks ...make it come back!! PALLEASSE!

i finally made a new blog header! i was inspired saturday night while
chattin to a friend..yeah me! lol...i took bits and pieces from some
of my pages ....

guess i better get back to this page huh! happy monday chickas!
~laurie

gone digi

ahh hadnt done anything digi in while so thought id play today...
nothing too fancy just some doodle elements...just how i feel right now.

i've been tagged!

so nancy has tagged me and heres mine:


What's in:-my fridge:
1. eggs
2. juice
3. pepsi - yikes i know..gonna try to get off that too so whateve!
4. lots of condiments and junk
5. fresh pinapple
6. apples
7.oranges
8. cheese

My Closet:
1.Clothes
2. shoes
3. sheets
4. luggage
5. dead body

My purse:
1. all ID'S
2. hand cream
3. hair clip
4. old coupons never got used
5. wet naps
6. pen
7. loose change
8.
9. photos

My Van
1. booster seat
2. fishin gear
3. pull ups for emma -emergancy
4. couple sweaters
5. CD'S
6. papers
7. receipts

My TiVo: I don't have one!

ill tag nancy, jen,mara ;-)

my random thoughts

***i feel so sad joe is moving away. he's truly my rock man and it just sucks. i know he needs this
move and i do support him in it. still i will miss him so much!
***yack water..how fun is this drinking water thing....so need to get off drinking pepsi
***i need to make some changes in my life style. its high time i do that!
***i feel like .....like just i dont know man....just hiding out
***i feel deep...like soul deep....
***whatever this thing is inside i wish it would just come out already.
***k now i sound possesed lol...i mean i have this creation in my head and i need to get it out. its killin me

heres my page i did of joe yesturday..its in my slide but it needs to be out there...for him. love you man!
~laurie

the wild

so ky and i had a movie date last night!
we had so much fun! we did mcd's first then
the movie THE WILD! he loved it...knew some parts from
watchin the previews online..laughed we did...it was
nice...mid way through the movie at a quiet part hes like
right loud "we are havin a great time mom aren't we!"
lol...im sure others heard him. it was cute! hes cute!
i love my little man!
~laurie

this and that

yikes...i guess i've been either busy or lazy to make a post! lol....
well my doll is still visiting nana's....so its been me and my little man and course
dad...had a nice weekened this past one....steve took the boys
fishin and out to friends etc...i had lots of me time...didnt get much
scrappin done tho...got my DT junk yesturday -yeah! so i wanna start on that!
3bugs in a rug are sponsoring us this month of may! woohoo! groovy!

i still have this hard craving for something so crazy its drivin me nuts!
i mean litterally i think i need some time alone and zone with no
distractions. i can taste it and see it but its like its locked. its makin me
crazy man! CRAZY I TELL YA! lol....

got the new cherry arte as well...seasons and angel....i won it from a contest
the DT was in - yeah me! they were all rockin tho i just struck lucky or something lol

so what shall i scrap today?
hmmmm.....k i need some pepsi if im gonna do this lol
~laurie

yet another revamp!

i mean really does this EVER end???!?! i have just spent the last 5 and a half
hours reorganizing my scrap desk!! its lookin good i must say..dang maybe i
will have to post a pic! now my big tasks are:
a. sort through ALL my pictures! (scrap, album or toss)
b. sort through my paper scraps and my cardstock..ekk!

i should have it hollywood by then lol...yah right! ya just gotta be orgainized
to scrap i say! i have to have a home for EVERYTHING too or i go ape! lol

oh and i thought i was out of adhesive and guess what i found??! no really
take a guess!! yup! you guessed it! new adhesive! YEAH!
bring it on! i'm ready now baby! ;-)
~laurie

~~my CK toot~~

wowza! i got my MAY ISSUE OF CK dudes! what a feeling man to
see my name in print! *gasp!* thanks to my girl stacy for turning
my crazy a$$ in to CK!! she entered me in the "turn in your friend"
contest back in january and i made the TOP 30! YEAH! so surreal!

here it is our page with our names as she nominated me....


PS: well crap ya can't really
see my name just clickin on this..
but if ya saved it and zoomed it is
clear lol...im the 3 colum over and
the 4th one down. stacys is right across
mine ;-)

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!

well i've had a crazy busy weekend here with my family here!
we had a great weekend! had my neice and newfew here all weekend
too...5 adults and 4 kids all under 4 and half!!

the kids had a blast with the easter egg hunt and their goodies!
ky and emma got new scooters so theres no more fighting over ky'd
old one now! WHEW!

emma is going back to NB with nana for a visit....eek...i hope she
makes out ok and doesn't miss us so much! i know we will miss her..
my little toots!

now that the weekend is coming to an end i will be gettin back to
my scrappy drunks - yeah! i have started on christmas junk already!
*gasp* I KNOW!
see you soon on the boards chickas!
~laurie

stupid girls

pink! gotta love her eh!! this song speaks volumes i say!!
i applaud her really for doing this song...really tho women
today are so caught up in the fakness of this and that and
everything! i say BE REAL. BE YOU.
~laurie

inspired.

ahh....woke today feeling refreshed and awake for once!
got a couple pages done last night ....watched prison break...
man that show is gettin soooo good!! mike is so dang hot its
should be illegal! lol...

today! today i got some cleaning done and now i am gonna
play....heather is coming over to scrap later and i think i
may start that dang title thingmabob....

~~3 little birds sat on my window~~and they told me that
i dont need to worry~~corinne bailey rae~
have a great day people!! :-)
~laurie

so need a good scrap drunk!

well its bedtime and this chick is gonna go on a bender with my stash! i have so much junk in my head and i need to just get it out! oh it's there!
i feel it.
i taste it.
i crave it.
i see it.
i want it.
i love it.
i need it.

i can't wait to get this new book man...so me...all FREE STYLE! it looks like it could be sick and i hope it is cause i don't really buy books and i hope this is worth it as my hopes are up lol...
~laurie

i love mondays!

it's funny - everyone usually hates mondays! i don't i pulse them!
a. it's a new week-new beginning- new list and goals of what to do!
---some get done and some don't! *rolling eyes*
b. i just feel like a freash cup of tea
c. they just rock ok!

my friend joe told me bout that corinne bailey rae chick..man
i love her voice! like really...it's easy listening music...i love it..
it just refreshing and light and airy feeling to me...check
her out if you haven't already...so thanks dude! :-)

man i still gotta cut that dang title out for my sheer elegance page!
GASP! it's working out tho i've officially started working on my
christmas gifts lol...this double big honkin a$$ spread will be framed
and i will give it to my brother and wife for christmas. yeah!

sooooo.....what will this week bring? i hope its really nice...got a great start
on it so far! would love to get some nice shots this week!
~Laurie

just flop

ahhhh weekend is over....i had a great weekend...saturday
we went down to friends and today got some time with just
my toots....got some scrap time in too..yeah! added 3 new
pages to my slide ------------------>>>

like really why wasn't Desparate Housewives on tonight?
did i miss something?

well im beat peeps and my butt is numb now so im gonna
hit the sack...argh...we so need a new bed! like really...
don't even get me started!
~laurie

andy warhol

so i found this andy dude last night...like i
needed to keep clickin to see them all! should have
been in bed already! *dork* anyway...i found some neat
ones that i like from him....i am totally digging the
cambells soup ones! lol...neat huh?
i think they look so arsty and
i want them! lol..its funny tho
i don't even do campbell's tomato
soup! yack! i gotta have my
HEINZ! cause it rocks my world!